Looking for a mistress in Toronto willing to train sub male...

Evan here in Toronto looking for his Mistress to train him in the ways of BDSM submission. I don't know all of the terms when it comes to fetish, kink or alt so please forgive me if I seem ignorant. I own a construction company and work as you might guess with men all day everyday. I have to be top dog or alpha and it gets old. I don't know how to explain it but I feel the need to let control go into other hands for release.

Now at 40 years old I am starting a new chapter in life since my kids are moved out and the wife is gone. THings I've been dreaming about for years I want to make happen. A dominatrix who is willing to train me is the best first step I think. If you live in Toronto then please respond here. - EvanNToronto